Never talk to Dear at all today...
I felt so blank & emo...
I miss you, Dear...

Dear:

You know???What am I thinking now???
Hmmm...
You cant see this post as you cant come out for 2 week=(...
Haiz...
But good luck & take care of yourself when you go field camp ok???
I really very worry you told me last night you say that "You will use a real bomb to THROW!!!"
That really make me so WORRY!!!
I will make sure I pray for your safety & see you next saturday...
I want you to know that...
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You know, every firday I will be very excited & so happy that on Saturday you can come out!!!
Though, your camp is the only camp release on every saturday=(
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You never fail to make me happy & felt cheer up=)
Love you so much!!!
I really want to MARRY to you right now!!!
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You always cheer me up by saying "2 years will very far gone & faster do, faster to be done=)"
Maybe sometimes, I just felt numb, as I tried not to think of you so much that I make myself busy...
Make myself tired so I can sleep well every night without crying because of missing you...
Talking to my classmates & hao jie meis...
Haiz...
In reality...
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Without you in my life, my life is like black & white nothing that really do make me happy about...
So sian & lonely...
Cant be myself as I used to...
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Infront of everybody, I look strong, but I am not...
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I really need your concern & care for me...
I really miss your hugs & warmth...
Felt that I never have it for so long...
Never have been...
Haiz...
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Sorry that I let you down...
*Promise* that I will be strong...
But I am not...
I just a girl not yet a woman...
I need someone to care & concern me when I need it...
Haiz...
How to be a strong & confident girl???
I don know...
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"Big girl dont cry"
I always tell myself that...
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Dear please give me some strength, I felt so weak...
I need you so much...
Really I do...
DEAR WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU!!!
I NEED YOU, I WAN YOU TO BE AT MY SIDE!!!
DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sian...
Heard that Dear going to field camp for this sat!!!
That means he cant come out this sat!!!
What the ****!!!
Very angry...
Dear I sure will miss you so much!!!
Hiaz...
Cant talk for 6days...
Really must take care of yourself ok???
Love love!!!
Haiz...
Why we cant meet up de...
Haiz...
We must overcome with it then...
Haiz...
DEAR I SURE WILL MISS YOU ALOT!!!
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Most important things is today is:



Dear thanks for celebrating with me yesterday...
Bring me watch movie at Jurong Point...

"What happen in vegas"
Also bring me eat mos...




I love you Dear!!!
Thought we usually never celebrate every month...
I stll do treasure every day with you!!!
You are always my 1 & only love=)
Really cant bear to leave you for the next 2 weeks!!!
Haiz...
When you always go back to camp...
I really felt so sad & moody always...
*overcome???
Will I???
Haiz...


Bye bye Dear see you next 2 week...
I love you so much, Dear...

Dear's name tag
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On 18 May 2007:

Thanks Dear for fetching me from work=)
*Love you do that...
*Always love to see you smile!!!

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Remember those days ma Dear:


*The day we went to IMM with my family member...

*The day, you bring me to celebrate Valentines' Day...

*The day we took Neoprint on our 3years annverisary!!!

*The day, we went to Ikea with my food eater gang...

*The day, we wear the same cap...


When I saw some ofthis photo, my heart is smiling & felt so fortunate that I had you...
Thought you in NS now & you cant see...
But I just want to let you know...
Thanks for everything you did for me...
All the surprises, all the happiness & even the saddness...
To me, I really let alot from this R/S that I believe, we seriously we will overcome this 2 years of yours NS life...
Even I felt moody & sad & even lonely when you cant be with me when I really need you...
I know you will always think of me...
Make a effort to call me everyday...
I love you< Dear!!!
Even you are not my first guy to enter my life...
But I want you to be the last guy to be with me in my life!!!
You always on my mind...

Finally got time to rest!!!
YEAH...
Things I happy about:
1)Next monday is a PH=)
2)Finish my test today=D
3)Class bonding activity is Dragon Boat!!!
4)Dear off 11 days after 11 June...
5)SH coming soon...
6)Going oversea with Dear & his best friend & his BF's grilfriend!!!
7)I want to shopping!!!
(Anyone want to meet me up on SH???)
*Cant wait...
**HEHE!!!
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Here I go again...
Every week...
Different stuffs...
Yet fun and tired...
HEHE...
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On 12 May 2008:

Just schooling...
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On 13 May 2008:

Graduation Day!!!




Answer alot of my ex classmates called me ask me whether I am going to the graduation day ma???
At first, I don feel like going...
Cause later Audrey, Xin Mei, Rachel and Elieen will think I PS them lol...
But end up, I went!!!
Firstly, I meet up my classmates at the bus stop told them, I going to GRADUATION...
Still, I got to take leave from Teacher lol...
So still went to school...
Secondly, I was caught by my hair colour again!!!
What wrong with the teacher nowadays???
They got nothing to do???
I HATE IT!!!
Thirdly, meet up Jo together go to the graduation...
Also meet up, Zoe, HX & XY...
Pat end up, she was sick, so never go...
Hope she OK=)
*Boring presentation...
**Nice buffet food, YUMMY YUMMY!!!
***Nice to see all my ex classmates again...
Finally,Take care, hope you all had a bright future ahead, please keep in contact???
Hope got gathering with you guys soon...
Once a IO2 student always a IO2 student
I will miss you all...
All our Happy memories will always in my heart...
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On 13 May 2008:

Had a date with Amber @ West

Yeah...
Finally can try our school's resturant!!!
Yummy...
Thought got a little salty...
Overall still OK...
Though alot of waitress & waiter looking or serving us...
We totally wait for like 20mins I think...
We late to class around like 10mins...
It means that we total eat for 1 hour!!!

Got starter, Soup, salad, drink, main dish=)
YUMMY!!!
Worth to give it a try...
HAHA...
After School:
Gordon sms me to meet up and study...
We 3 Jo, Gordon and me meet up at yew tee to study...
At first is at Mcd...
We chase out by the manager!!!
She is a *****!!!
Then we went to nearby void deck instead...
Around 10pm, we went home!!!
YEAH...
*Thanks Gordon for the teaching...
Love you HAHA...
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On 14 May 2008:

Studying for tomorrow test!!!

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On 15 May 2008:

Fare well David...

Today, My classmate, David had leave us to go to NS...
Though, we are not close...
But I was sad that as he is part of KE...
Anyways, hope he will had a bright future ahead...
Take care...
Hope you like the Mickey Mouse, Cakes and the farewell card...


After School:
Meet up Gordon and Jo to study again...
*Sorry, Gordon to make you mad!!!
HAHA...
This is we three secret=X...
HAHA...
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Thing I want to say:
*Thanks Gordon for teaching us, as I know you wan us to score well...
We will tried our very best de=)
*Loves my classmates that talk to me this week=)
Though, I was shy...
HAHA...
JK!!!
*Darling, I miss you went we meet again???
*Baobei, we shall meet up during our SH???
*Food Eater Gang, can we meet up after my oversea trip???
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Mostly, I want to tell Dear is:
Dear
Thanks for making a effor to call me almost everyday, though you are tired with your tough training...
Maybe, I sound happy & like never talk to you much on the phone...
In my heart, I really got alot of things to say but when I talk to you...
I just want to hear your voice...
Just your voice...
Nothing else...
I will felt happiness at that moment...
I really don like NS life for you...
*Is it to test our r/s for this 2 years???
After that, will our r/s will be strong???
Really didnt matter much to me...
As long as you with me now, I already felt everything is so prefect...
I really love you, Dear
Thanks for all the trust in me...
As you always give me all the freedom I need...
I really felt so free & comfortable with you all around...
And no1 can replace you...
Though, on June 11 2008, you will be off 12 days...
Next week you cant come out for like 2weeks cause of field camp...
I will always wait for you!!!
You always tell me that, "everything comes for the reason"...
You really make me more understanding about everything I should know...
Friends, r/s, family, everything!!!
This 3+ years, is the most memorable & prefect in my entire life...
So please remember, I will always waiting for your call every night...
No matter what happen...
*Promise*
P.S. Your love

Today, never go work!!!
I felt nowaday, I very lazy to work because of Dear lol!!!
HAHA...
No la, is I want to accompany him* lol...
As he* olny off on saturday, sunday & public holiday...
So must treasure the days with him* lol...
Don feel like working but later no money how???
Who gotta to tske care of my daily shopping expense???
Dear!!!
Will you???
=)
HAHA...
See how it go ba...
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On 10 May 2008:


YEAH...
Dear book out liao!!!
Times really flies...
I came late to meet Dear at Boon Lay...
End up, meet him* at Jurong East...
HAHA...
I always know,he* will be excited to see me!!!
As usual la!!!
HAHA...
Off to go to his* house...
Then stay at his* house lol...
Pity Dear that his* auntie cooked alot of herb for him*...
Dear still sick lol!!!
My poor baby!!!
*Hope you get well soon ok???
I really very worry...
Haiz, I also cant do anything much, just hope the illness will be GONE!!!
Had a great chat with him* the whole day...
Love love...
Loves to hear you say about your NS stories...
Loves you to be my good listener...
Loves you for being there for me...
Love love...
MUACK!!!


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On 11 May 2008:


Dear bring me go E! Hub...
To eat our lunch at Superdog...


To watch Speed Racer...


*The movie so cute, he also say next time our house must also be like in the movie...


So sweet of him*...
HAHA...
Then off we went back his* house off we went to his camp...
Haiz, time flies so fast...
Love weekend...
Hate weekdays...
Miss Dear...
School boring!!!
Dear fork out money to buy my mummy, a cake, some pizza and a bottle of fizzy drink to celebrate MOTHERS' DAY...



Thanks Dear...
I love you, Mummy loves it so much...

Is you, mummy!!!
I love you...
Thanks for taking care of me for 18 plus years...
You must live until 100years old!!!
I don care...
HAHA...
*Your POSB Card is with me!!!
HAHA...
I miss you now...
So much...
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From Dear:
"2 years will very fast pass, so don worry about me...
Just take care of yuorself, then I will be fine...
So promise me, you will study hard...
Remember about our 2 years times the promise???
I love you, I always do..."
To Dear:
"Yeah, you are right=), I will always wait for you and love you too...
Love love!!!"